© Kevin Corby Bowyer 2024
The path that led me to Kate and the others
I
took
little
interest
in
my
early
education.
Secondary
school
was
a
farmyard
anyway,
consisting
largely
of
battlegrounds
in
which
out-of-control
kids
rioted,
and
red-faced,
outraged
teachers
hurled
blackboard
rubbers
like
artillery.
I
was
interested
exclusively
in
my
girlfriend,
music,
and
reading
(mostly
horror
novels,
but
a
fair
slice
of
science
fiction
too).
I
considered
school
to
be
an
intrusion
on
these
far
more
important matters.
My
musical
studies
commenced
shortly
before
my
ninth
birthday,
when
Mr
Carter
(conductor
of
the
school
choir)
informed
me
that
I
was
tone-deaf.
Banned
from
singing
at
school,
I
joined
the
choir
of
St.
Luke’s
Church,
Prittlewell,
where
I
warbled
a
pretty
decent
treble,
and
then
(when
“maturity”
began
to
take
hold)
alto,
tenor,
finally
bass.
For
some
reason
(I
can’t
remember
exactly
why),
I
developed
a
desire
to
play
the
piano,
but
having
no
opportunity
for
lessons,
the
organ
seemed
like
a
reasonable
second
best.
The
rest,
some
say,
is
history.
Music
swallowed
my
life
till
I
was
almost
too
old
to
do
anything
else
(I
didn’t
keep
the
girlfriend,
by
the
way;
she
doesn’t speak to me these days).
I
wrote
stories
in
my
youth,
often
inspired
by
those
I
read
or
watched
on
TV.
A
couple
of
them
were
novel-length
sagas,
one
of
which
(a
handwritten
derivative
space
opera
filling
seven
exercise
books)
I
still
have
in
a
desk
drawer.
Yarn
spinning
was
the
way
my
mind
worked
–
always
an
adventure,
always
a
tale
to
tell.
Music
became
a
landscape
of
chronicles:
dramatic
peaks,
troughs
of
despair
and
the
rest,
reflected
in
imaginary
staging
and
linear
narrative.
Musical
themes?
I
visualised
them
as
for
the
theatre.
Fanfares?
Full
organ?
Mysterious
whispering?
I’d
envision
it
all
on
stage,
sound
manifesting
as
dramatic
action.
It
made
my
performances
vivid
for
me,
and
(I
believe)
for
my
audiences.
My
students
received
the
same
wisdom:
“Picture
the
three
themes
as
characters,”
I’d
say:
“the
big
fat
one
centre-stage
on
a
dais,
pompous,
dressed
in
bright
yellow;
the
quiet,
thin
child
stage
left,
hiding
in
shadow;
the
smoking,
bare-legged
nun
stage
right,
spotlit,
raucous…”
Once,
I
spontaneously
translated
a
trio
sonata
movement
(in
real
time)
into
a
fairy
story
about
two
giants
living
in
a
castle,
modulations,
structure
and
harmonic
tensions
moulded
as
events
in
their
lives.
It
got
a
round
of
applause.
I
was
particularly
pleased
with
myself
on
that
occasion.
You see? Always telling stories: always ready to write, always thinking in characters, always following a thread.
In
2016,
my
missus
dug
up
an
old
shower
curtain
that
had
been
buried
in
the
garden.
You
can
imagine
the
reaction
of
my
fanciful
brain:
“I
wonder
who’s
buried
in
that
then….”
In
the
weeks
and
months
that
followed,
a
fable
took
shape
in
my
head,
layers
building
up,
complexities
spiralling.
I
played
it
out
in
my
mind
on
the
daily
commute,
music
and
all
(I
thought
it
might
be
an
opera)
–
a
woman,
long
dead,
hauled
from
her
grave
in
the
strawberry
bed;
her
killer
(maybe
he’s
still
alive…);
the
enigmatic,
modest,
lonely,
middle-aged
woman
who
makes
the
discovery
–
and what she does about it… What a story! I knew it was fantastic. It would look amazing on TV!
But no-one would ever know; pressure of work, lack of time, meant there was no opportunity to set it down.
Then
–
suddenly
–
there
was…
“You
must
stay
at
home,”
said
our
great
leader.
It
was
March
2020;
COVID
imprisoned
us.
My
employer
shut
up
shop;
I
didn’t
have
to
drive
to
work.
Rose
Headlam,
Alice
and
George
Cromack,
Stephen
Verrill
and
the
rest
–
they
could
come
out
to
play.
I
rose
from
my
bed
at
6.20am
on
pandemic
day
one
and
began
to
dance
with
them.
I
wrote
–
and
wrote,
and
wrote,
and
wrote.
My
lovely
Kate
Swithenbank
emerged
in
that
initial
tale
and
became
the
heroine
of
two
others
that
followed
in
rapid
succession.
She’s
not
done
yet
–
not
by
a
long
way.
Alex
Regan,
Leafy
Crosthwaite,
Meadow
Reid,
Speck
Beckwith,
Jack
Lanius,
Kip
Gale
–
they’re
all
real
to
me.
My
narratives
escaped
from
music
and
burned
themselves
onto
the
page
–
a
fresh
path,
invigorating,
fascinating.
Read my stories – share my world…
Kevin Corby Bowyer, Muirkirk, January 14, 2024
(Corby is my mother’s maiden name,
inserted to avoid confusion with boring old Kevin Bowyer)
Kevin
Corby
Bowyer
was
launched
in
Southend-on-Sea,
the
land
of
real
hotdogs,
Rossi’s
ice
cream,
and
the
best
pier
in the world. He lives in Scotland with his wife, Sandra.